lonley

so need a boyfriend urgh are there any good guys out there!!!!!!!!!!! Oh God grant me this one wish and give me  a boyfriend.

The Other Riley

Siona had a full, and fantastic life, filled with great friends, nice parents, all that anyone would be blessed to have. She was genuinely happy something most people aren't. Her life seemed immaculately perfect but there was one thing Siona didn't have, and it was the thing she wanted the most. It was the secret her parents had hidden from her for so long, that she had found out. It had happened sixteen years ago in Dubai where she had been born along with another child. When the hospital released her mother they wanted to get back to the states with their children, as soon as possible. Tragedy hit when they found out that since their hospital bill was so large, they had to leave something dear to them, as to reassure the people that they would pay. So painfully the parents left one of their beloved new babies, in Dubai with a friends cousin. When they got to the sates life was hard, even after they payed off the hospital bill they couldn't have their child sent to them, they didn't have enough money to take care of the both of them. So the other child stayed in Dubai, while Siona got to be here in the United States. When her parents had finally made a good enough living to be able to send for the other child, they opted not to it had been ten years, she wouldn't have known who they where, and they could never explain why they had left her. That was the story the short, and sad story of Haley, Riley the other Riley daughter. One night Siona prayed to God to help her find Haley. Siona hoped God would heed her prayer, for it was her last chance.


One night in the dead of winter Siona's family was on their way home when the car stalled and slid to a stop three miles from home. Sionas father jumped out to see what he could do, to get the car moving again. While Sionas mother tried to reassure Siona that everything would be alright. The car was getting cold and Siona thought rather than waiting for the Triple A guys to show up, she would rather start walking. Her mother pleaded with her to stay back but he wouldn't. The air smelled clean, unlike the cars fake warmth, mixed with her mothers perfume. She could feel her  cheeks turning pink from the cold, her steps slowed, but she knew if she stopped all hope would be lost, and her purpose would be defeated, because she would have to return to the car. So she trudged on turning a sharp corner she hit some one, as she staggered and murmured a sorry. She was appalled to hear the sound of an echo of her voice in the person. Looking up she saw that it wasn't just an echo of her that this person had, they also had her face. Siona screamed, "Haley!!!!"  Siona's eyes started to water, and before she hugged her sister she gave a quick prayer of thanks to God. Halley was astonished, as Siona started to re- tell the story, anger, understanding, and pain showed on Haley's face. "I'm so glad God brought you to me." Siona said.


Weeks passed the sisters became closer than ever, but neither could part with the people they had grown up with, to be together all the time. So when time came for Haley to leave Siona said goodbye, but she knew it would only be for awhile, until she went to visit. When Siona went back to school and was asked the old age question, of what her favorite Christmas present had been, she simply answered. "Haley, Haley Riley the other Riley."

aha

Who wants to go dancing. I do lets go ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhwoooooooooooo tonight i wanna go ahhhhhhhhhhhwoooooooooooooooo tonight, tonight tonight. Yeah if u recognize the song kudos to u my special friend.

regret

Um well i have to start another blog for school. Lol um i haven't really been funny lately uh. Well home comings gonna be great I'm going with two of my besties and this one guy whose also my bestie. um have a great idea tell ur best catfish story.

signed
~dissapointedinmyself~

holas

haven't blogged in forev lol still no followers how sad am i. i just must not be that interesting. Um school is a bore super hard I'm already tired of it. Who's ready for homecoming i am. Yeah all of us are gonna have a super amazing time. zahs rents are picking us up and dropping as off. they are so sweet. Oops have to finish chemistry hm sees ya.


Signed
~beautifullyignored~

The hardest thing i have ever done

I dedicate this paper to Aaron Burke who yesterday without knowing it
talked me into telling one of the hardest things Ive ever done. 
I punch and scream at the pillow and it doesn't help,
It doesn't heal the pain, it doesn't stop the pain
I still hear the words ringing in my ears,
I wish this pillow was his face,
I wish he could feel the same way i feel right now,
Alone, mad, terrified, and sad.
Again i wish this pillow where his face,
Because maybe then he could feel some of what i felt.
The pillow did not become his face
It did not any way become some sort of voodoo doll either.
Again i wish this pillow where his face.
Over the years the pain has healed or maybe Ive just hidden deeper
inside me.
I have forgiven him. It was the hardest thing i had to do,
But it had to be done.
I no longer wish this pillow where his face.
I instead wish he could be healed like i have been, 
He could feel what i feel now.
Peace , happiness and fulfilment.
I no longer wish this pillow where his face.

hi exciting news

Will be starting vlog. yeaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!! :) first video will hopefully be up by sunday. Very happy uh youtube vids will be up by next weekend just gotta get my guts up.. Oh good news im going back to barbizon yeahhhh! they have been contacting me like crazy. so i finally said what the hell. um so yeah going to barbizon go me.

Colorado

Hmm the taste of colorado not gonna be like super awesome with out my biddies but going downtown with ZZ and S. So gotta give something up to do another thing u wants to do. ;) oh yeah baby here i come colorado. Omg almost forgot Bret Michaels is gonna be there yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was the lead singer of Poison and is so flippin sexy have u seen his hair. That is one seriously fine rock star. Hope to see u there even if u dont know who i is meeting new peoples is funtastic.
Lurvs u

~bretmichaelsloverjk~

Pissed at well my family i guess

Mood: i hope ur having a great one caused mines fucked up at the moment.
Music:He is We play list

Moments ago i was in my safe haven chewing on tomato basil crackers grape crush pop and reading in the bathroom. No not while using it. Its the only place they cant bother me. If everyone thinks ur using the bathroom their not gonna bother you. And my mom wonders why im in there all the time. I cant believe this being always pissed at this this life. It seems like there isnt any thing i can do that makes a difference. Thank God i have friends u guys are the only ones that keep me sane seriously. My ex keeps asking why i write when no one reads it except for the people i allow to know i write it and my answer is. I guess it takes my mind of things and feels like talking to some one about the things that utterly bore some one else. Lol the Internet is my # uno confidant sad but true. Plans have changed who wants to go to october fest with me. I seriously can not be there with just the units it would drive me crazy. ZZ i hope u can come u to S. He is We really rocks for these moments. Definetley recommend. Done ranting bye bye for now.
Lurv
~pissedtotheextreme~

Slammed

Very busy so much hmwk to do no time for fun wish i had it though. Who ever said it would end faster if u just got it done was an idiot. I just took a break i still have more hmwk. Ugh im so done with school for this week. Cant wait until the weekend lol yes go band. Yes its true im oing to be in a band right now ill be the singer but later ill be the baseist. Oh yeah cant wait. Oh yeah um Melmel im coming to the beach party see u guys there member wear ur black gucci flip flops i so will be. Oh dont forget super hot bikins mines from Zumiez they had a sale i bought like 5!!!!!!!!!! oh and over cover. Uhh with the over cover imagine dark skin and black brown haair with maroonish high lights

Hey

Omg school is like really okay for once. NO  badbad things to say about it only thing that bugs is the retarded plot summery thing ugh but that's about it.
 Hey Shareshare i understand the math yeah me lol all london tipton up in this piece.
Any way for all that want to know the night out was of the chain it was awesome lol i didn't know their could be so many strobe lights in a teen dance club but very fun indeed. And i thought they weren't supposed to let any one over 20 in cause i saw alot of really old geezer types yuck. Any way me and my girls had fun like we always do. Oh i went camping it was sorta fun i never new bees loved hamburgers so much they where always around when we cooked and I'm not just talking one or two of em I'm talking about like ten of the suckers. Tried fishing boring est sport ever for  those of u who even call it a sport. Any way back home and first real day of school was today hope not to relive it not that fun i must say but then again not half bad.
Lots of lurv
~homeworkworker~

new idea

will from now on go on wet seal and find things that look like what i am wearing and put them on daily posts. So here u go um the shorts same color but not alot of white spots their grayish actually and the cami under the tank is a darker blue. Sorry i just love these boots even in this heat they are still so stylish and sexy so why not. Oh but mine have black soles and i think the fabric is diff rent but they have the same look.

yip yip hurrrah

Okay so not bored anymore i love u Bubbles can not believe u guys are gonna pull this off. Gosh how much more can u love ur friends yeah baby im going to down town tonight if u guyses plan works TJ make sure u pick me up exactly at 11:00 kay. Oh gosh finally a chance to wear my new out fit. Hm i wonder if i have a picture most stores have websites with the their inventory on them right hmm let me check. Okay its not exactly like this the clutch is cherry red and the dress is such a pretty color not as dull as this one. Oh God tonight's gonna be friggin awesome hm need to go do nails. Oh gosh i lurv u bubbles!!!!!!!

Stil bored

Okay school begins morrow for half a day kinda pissed that i have to go back to that hell whole but at least i wont be bored. Okay so what shall i do today hmm will let u know what i did today tommorow.
bye
~stillboredashell~

bored

Okay i officially really want school to start even if its the school i don't want to go to. How sad is that might go to the Orchard concert on Friday hmm maybe that will be fun K laterz ugh so bored.
Bye
~so completely bored im almost to tears.~

Theres no light!

It dark and completely dreary,
Where are you when i need you,
Please show your face in the dark,
Illuminate it with a flash light,
So i can see the milky whit skin of your face,
The one that takes the breath out of me,
your sweet face is all i wish to see,
In this very dark night.

Reconsidering

Sorry to all readers i will not be moving schools oh the sad irony. What the fuck is going on i mean i try for a month to get a school and zilch. On the other hand my lamo cheeto boyfriends out of the way. But i ain't cryin no honey I've already gota date to home coming. One semester that's all just one in this stupid podunk school and im outa here and hopefully to California. God help me and send me 1 wish that's all just one wish.
Bye
Signed ~angered~

Pissed cant u tell

Ugh is there any school that's still open for registration please let there be god. If i could punch my fist through a wall my bedroom wall would look like Swiss cheese right about now. Desperately looking for school to no avail. Ugh i cant believe my retarded luck. Maybe ill online school but i have to be in communication with people. God help me please. If anyone knows any schools please tell a girl.
bye ~worried~

restless

Still got a few more days in New boring Mexico. What is there to do here? Anyway cant wait to be back home i hear there is a kick ass party next week cant wait ill so be there! Just look for the hot brunette.
Byes ~excited~

Hey Babe

That's the message in my inbox from who don't know i have a hunch though. Hmm i hope i know who it is cause if i don't that's creepy and how the hell did u get my number yuck. But if u are who i think u are then yummy!!!!!!!
Bye ~kindacreepedinagoodway~

New Mexico Baby

Ello my friends. I'm in New Mexico oh i really hope to see Mimi shes my number uno fan but by email. :(
Well hello Mimi which part of Mexico we should so meet for lunch or brunch haven't had breakfast yet feel like i could eat a cow.
Shhhhhh Ive got a secret don't tell my boyfriend. There is a really cute Latin boy here i mean he is a total hunk. Can someone say delicious!!!!! Anyway what is there fun to do in New Mexico i don't know but i want to find out thinking of making a YouTube channel . Hmm should i? Anyway thinking i might go horse back riding and do some Santa Fe mall hoping oh yeah i wonder where the plaza is i hear they have great mini shops filled with unique clothing. Yea Viva Mexico wait is that how it goes. Oh who cares not me lol. Might as well take shower and head out of dingy hotel talk to yall later much to do or not.
NEW MEXICO BABY LET ME EXPLORE YA!!!!!!!!
Bye <3

Lol buzzed

Just spent whole night watching marathons on laptop who loves modern technology. I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye ~Giddy with no sleep~

Jammin

At the moment just took a break from listening to ATTACK ATTACK dancing like mad and trying to clean and redecorate it. Ha ha its kinda failing seem to be wanting to dance rather than clean. But you know better get back have to finish then head off to cherry creek mall where the fun's at lol.
Bye ~sweetness~

Satisfied

Okay before i went to bed i thought i might answer  few questions for u. Um okay well I'm British, we moved to the US when i was eight and i just recently came back from a visit with Grandma Fran. Um okay I'm in high school I'm 16 turning 17 in september yeah. Oh I'm a junior of course. I have 4 amazingly fabulous best friends 2 guys 2 girl the guys keep me centered and down to earth the girls reek havoc with me like they are supposed to i love them. Oh and i have a boyfriend who name is ha ha u thought i would spill the beans no i will not. But he is my boyfriend and i love him to pieces. I love Bridget Jones whenever i miss home i read the book i love her charming yet faulty ways. Oh bloody hell my parents seem to be stirring have to go that's enough information i think.
NIGHT <3

Pissed

Apparently nobody has read my page or if they have i wouldn't know because the haven't left any comments. But I'm not gonna let that get me down ill keep writing and spreading the news even if no one notices. When people do finally notice they will read my earlier posts and well u know get to know me bu they will really never know me i intend to keep my identity  secret if ur gonna gossip about everybody its not good if people know who u are now is it. But I'm not that cruel somethings are meant to be private and those things shall stay private. Just to let u know the names i use are not the actually name of the people I'm talking about so there is no clue there.
    Yesterday i went to another party and it was one of the boring parties Ive been to in forever. G was there and she showed up with her big bellied dad who hates me for no known reason that tub of blubber butt. Ugh well i said hi to G but then quickly ran out shes part of the reason her dad doesn't like me she used me. So instead me and my trusty super amazing cousin hung out in the bedroom and watched family guy and American dad and the Simpson's laughing our asses off and making fun of the way the men sounded talking outside by the grill probably getting eaten alive by mosquitoes. The idiots wouldn't come inside so who cares not me. Then we left me swiping one of my cousins library books which my mom is returning tomorrow yes i finished it it was amazing and i just requested ten books on hold at my library 7 of the being the series of the book she gave me and three of them being of the series i found and fell in love with. Tomorrow splurge day at home movies popcorn ice cream cereal all this before lunch. Yes Yes and Yes i love these kind of days when my dad leaves my moms at work and we have the whole house to ourselves let the mayhem begin woot woot. Will post on the status of our splurge day was it a success and we didnt get caught or did we miserably fail ull find out tomorrow.
Bye lots of love,
Miss Talks alot  <3

Hey

Going to fun city whatever that is lol. But I'm gonna have fun anyway hey its in the name. :)
Bye <3